It is Christmas time, the weather here in Europe East is making a decision: it will snow 🌨️🌨️🌨️🌨️🌨️ like never before, come what may, hm … I take my pack of cigarettes light up just one peace and quiet ly watching some pubg gaming on twitch… I’m happy, depends but you know winter ☃️ is here to stay for couple of lonely months so I will be lonely just like usual 😂😂😂😂😂. So, joi in, go to the store for that special bottle of red wine and take a sip, you are in… So step inside…
In the store, thinking about the money I’ve got… take a can of coke and some milka waffels and then just chit chating about some happy times from before the pandemy … I get up, with a pack of cigarettes that I bought from the store with 6 dollars or so. I get home, I heave my first meal some meat soup that in this period is thery liklley to be served. Then I got a coffe and some wine, boild wine and some talks about nothing…
I take my time, nothing fancy just some refreshments with some smokes and a pig killed for the fun of it. Just doing my usual stuff in this finishing time of the year…
I stand still, I have a knife, deluxe edition Japan manga style. Walking, trespass a road forbidden but still going further with a dark smile and mind to be settled for … I have an axe, I searched a good terrain to bury the axe of war, Yes it possible hm but I love war, the tides the story the future possibilities that gives us the momentum to flourish just like a soil upgraded with all kind of fertilizer… Yes, the world is build to merge but in front of this fenomenum stays war, just like a blazing fire transforming and making a new state of perpetuum mobile. We can endure it, nobody ask, maybe but the battles we choose ourselves but the war is like a dog with a cane along the tail. Hm, humanity had a good approach to the war is a fenomen, a pure momentum that inovate, a hazard but still preferred against a blue future. Never be yellow just make the impossible win the war for humanity, I dare you… Yes, you can but an ace of humanity deprived you before you even enter the first battle, I gave you a hint robbotized AI a tool thery good at WAR, you before in the battles of life you are just a cobay, yours replicate action are leading in the war for your comfort. Be a good human and enjoy your stay, choose life.
Move on, clime into tiny bits of light… be focused on the path.
I woke up, I was dreaming hard… the world was on fire… tumbling down and yes, outside it was raining just like fire and ice… I took a chance, escaping into real world, cold and dead world of one of a kind embrace.
In the begginng of the day, after I do some stuff… the world is mesmerazing me… What a day!
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It is December, a month like no other, I try to read some blogs on line but the thing is I prefer YouTube and twitch to see live action and some games but mainly music videos. So lets get in, the last month of the year is here.
We are here in full autumn mood, life is becoming like a neverending tide. I made my move in the morning… now after that, a morning with bread donuts and some desert, balkanic one…
It is so windy outside and the rain, yes what a blis just struggle to be good with us the people. Open the internet and then turn on the tv… Thw World it self just moving forword like a nuke strikeng the earth.
Now, after a I bought a 2,5 litres of coke just watching some youtuber vip and just stayng calm right down the fire in my room
Addict of sugar born in the ’80, ad some home made cocked donuts… on frypan. I eat to the full, mind on war… known war only known by me and couple of friends and non friends… It is almost Christmas but the memory linger like a nail. in the foot. I keep remember toying with bloody amnesia… I’ve cryed back then, today is hard like a time scar that neverends… We truly understand the true purpose of that killing only in few words, so few and so more to bring into the light, we need a Universe to glow bright… I’l be just a tiny star thru the dark of war.
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I take two dollars from my mom, outside is raining nicely like a November special season. I will drink my soda, smoke my special Kraft cigarette and then, it will rain ☔☔☔☔☔ .
I try to blog, power to the blog but wordfence is not letting me press the button to post the article. Why, who cares, hm maybe me but what shoul I do? I will try to reach wordpress for feedback and so on!
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