The need, powerful tool for Human mind, is the next step always a brick that propells the human species in front of the destiny, overcome it transforming the bitter end into a bliss. Feel and imagine, use the imagination and you are in a bring to discover FTL just like in a poor beeings. Imagine just do it! Hm!
I have some money, but life, tough decision but I will pay the blog. Hm, a pack of fine cigarettes and a bottle of cola, for the dream, Am I wrong, I hope not. Hm, I have bought some fancy food for the tiny dog, some meat in a special sauce with meat and a sack of 10 kg of special food for dog 7 dollars or so and the special food was 1 dolar. Hm, and I bought some food for me …
We are here, doing it big time. My mom was at the hospital and now, tomorrow is back home. I got lonely for couple of weeks, so that s life, hm.
I woke up, thery early because I slept well, and then I got it to the shop, I took my cigarettes and light it up… It was so cool but freezing, hm… Perhaps I should take a coffee but hm, neah not right now…
The night, the lamp light on the street of mine is on, there are children make some noisese, they are free they just left the school and they are lud, I tell ia.
I watch tik tok on regular basisics, so much fun but you know how it is, when I see folks that are so silly than me I get courage…
Today was a wineter day, few clouds and so cold… hm. My dog is so noizy, I think he needs a female dog for companion… hm.
Hm, we are here in the country house in rural area of the balcans, a little place called Romania. Yes, living in a small village with 2 female pigs, few chickens and yes a smal dog. Often I and the dog we play together, I really like to pet the dog and yes, of corse the little pigs. With chicken, is always fun, when I enter the barn, they come into you like mad cow, and just enter your space… it a lot of fun… hm.
Today a polar vortex hit my location, it was a -7 C cold, hm it was not nice but I will surrvive, hm.
It morning time routine,I was with empty pocket no many what’s so ever. And ven magic, I got to me neighbour and for him I bought some 3 pack of cigarettes and 2 bottles of 2,5 litres of beer. Hi gave me 1 buck and then hi gave me an extra 2 bucks because I ask him. Hm life is great, no?
It is thery cold outside, no snow, just wind and the power of the sun. I was at the shop, I had 2 cigarettes and a coffee from the vanding machine, a half or so dollar… I smoke and then just gone away with a bread in my hand make me way out to the house, feed the pigs and chicken…
Teriblle, fierce and wise we all did it… I am in the room with view to stars, had to do something for the pigs outside, hade to take the grains that I bought from the city market and put it to the mill to crash them up and then the mixtre I will feed to the twoo female pigs that I have…
Music is on, I listen to music since back then I was inccapcitatet to be a normal human being, now is not the case because I evolved into somthing much more, it semes that the job to be human was superfluu for me…
About the war, hm never be weak, do not think just fight till the death… or else!
Winter is here again, is snowing kind of… I’ve made fire in my room, how else… I was at the pig, feeding them… after that I took as much I can of the straws from the. barn and tossed them in the place they slip… They was just jumping all around, mad of joy…
I ve smoked 2 cigarettes, drunk as much coke I could, feed the dog with some leftovers he had a nice stake pork, he was barking loudly for water, the water stood freezing the bowl for water and he can’t drink the water…
I am pissed, kind of… I serched for a emptry glass, yesterday I ve drunk from a glass, my glass some coffee is difrent whe you drink from glass, not in a can… why? Hm, I do not know…
I sleept with my eyes open, I have to care about the pigs not to escpae the barn, else no more feeding for from the pork meat and that I could tell is delicios.
Today I just drinked, it is almost noon and I am litle bit starved… hm.
