Hm, love the passage of time, it brings memories that are dear to me… Hm, I had many blogs in the past… I was wanriten badly but I have my motives, the demons of the past beside that a terrible amnesia was on me so I fight back giving what I have to the maximum but in the beginning I faced awall of granit so I was so so. Now is revenge time, easy like a drop of water pouring down on in a while… So, joing in the real world like it must.

Joining a walk in the park alone but is a catch, we are in a rainy season here in Balcania, spring always rain thery much… sometimes is hot outside and next day is chili with the wind blazing everything it touch… In the air bees and parfume of the flowers covering your inerself in a nirvana move…
Walk thru the forest… layng my eyes in the distance gazing all around and then moving across the entire forest noticing some change, reaching the limits and moving thru the edges of a river… sseeing many groups of fish justt wandering down on there, hm… then I take the road down to my house, seeing some cows and some sheeps feeding on the grass gren like a promise of new hope… hm.
Then and now sometimes I think to myself, nothing is changing but I noticed that is not true… still hoping big.

Love and hate hm, two oposit things but stick with me, we need to talk, a lot it seems.

Boom, make me move take a pet of cola and just fill a empty glass that awaits alone just there, music is laying just it should be, here far, far from mad crowds but still that magic touch… We are in full swing, just round the corner in that spot just easy and nice touching the feeling of spring… We are all set and in action, just need a motive, hm.

Going in favourites places, with power of imagination, just coresing a imagine that still linger, love that filing merging in with a reality that is always hush with big dreamers but yes, I am spending all on a single number… The rest, the feeling of a rain on the tip of your body and a storm that swept the entire universe and you are here in a big house looking at the big sky loving every bit of thunders and the all kind of noises…

Wish you are here, hand in hand gazing down to entire world exclaiming in a bliss we are in top of the world with euforic feeling just like a new born taking the very first breath of air. Hold down, we are there just like tip of spear, we are what we are… Jump in…

I was escaping thru nature, some trees are blooming with flowers some are expecting the power of the sunny days to come and the worm to fulfill the roll of future good and bloom also to the max.
Today, a day to remember as wel, it was a bleak day the sky filed with clouds and some windy condition so I had to start the fire in my room… hm.
Love the power of wood and the fire that makes, hm… join in and have coke… I am unwriten baby!

Just a winter, a revolt turned into a promis, I will be here like before just trust me. Yes, is the way of fighting winter.

It was chilly outside, I slept a lot and when I woke up it was a bliss…

I was asleep, just like a dream that starts how it should be, woke up tired almost like yesterday but with a desire, hm.

Love the spring, it is so morning in here, alone and with a cigarette.

Just here, some work in the field just burning some debry from last year that stood there and not letting me do the work properly.
Joy, happines here alone in this thing called life, but is great that depends but you have to fought a war to survive in this gulag time…
I want to see some activity at my natural early spring flowers, it was a rough winter time for them but hope is here, I saw some insects around them, hm it was so good to watch them flyng around them…

Today in the Monday fings I have done, their love, human love that it is, powerfull like a new big sun that shines till forever like a perpetum momentum, I dare to dream and I just imagine new things holding on the perpetuas of the moment.
I watch out from the distance, my love… I just do, do not blame me for this human rush of comportament… just gazing you like a galaxy of stars…

Man, is monday he he life itself is going on so what could I do. I am here, with a glass full of something to drink… with a youtube page opened and me just watching some old videos.
I love the light, love the power of the old sun that is here and it shines like a bright new opportunity…

Washing some hands, water is kind of cold… I am outside just watching some powerful sun in his mighty empire…
I want a woman in my life, maybe I deserve it maybe not… so tnt is for the fire to get start… and then hell or heavean.
I stay here, take a glass in my hand and after taking a sip I say good job and pass on, game on!