I know how it is, just join in, I have drinks just if you want some coke and if you are nice to my I am going to bring something alcoholic to drink… like a local buzz, hm.
I am sad, kind of and I do not know why… maybe is the winter time, maybe that I am here alone I this awkward place in the middle off working peasants… a vast field where there are growing all kind of vegetables. hm.

I imagine, I think therefore I exist… why, tough question, no? Because the sun is shining, the birds are singing and yes once, I loved you sometime in the past.
My wonderful miracle, you made my days back then, hm. Innocent and sweat just like a perfume in full spring, it was impossible not to love you, my chosen one.

I am online, listen on online radio, hits after hits, dj talking about something, me kind of happy drinking heavy some coke from a nice glass that it got me with me mind on the whiskey or some conic. I do not have so much money, hm.

I am here, in the middle of a winter they easy on us,hm

I was recycling something 4 bucks in total of assets. It was cool.

Outside is kind of raining, small rain like a little rai, tyni, hm

I enterd a room, you bright in dark me love, words maybe, lyrics!? Perhaps, but the sound, the glitch in matrix when we make eyes contact and then… wake up, we are dreaming!

I had 2 bucks, paper money here in Romania, is so cold outside just like here, I have to start the fire in my room, hm, why, why I hate that?

So, with that 2 bucks I have a bottle of 1 litre of coca cola and I drink it watching video on youtube and writing something on the blog. Join in, hm!

I am hungry, a little bit but do not tell to enyone, I have pork meat, some onions, fresh bread and fresh water, tomato souce, salt… and yes and a wonderfull electric oven.

Now I watched some youtue videos, talked to my brother and I made up my mind… I want a women in my life. Now I set the electric oven to 250 celcius degree and made it to nearst sstore  kind of, buy some coca cola… and watching donacs on twitch. I am hungry, hm it smeel gooooood that I can tell you, my dog is feed allready, because else I will feed him to, eventually… hm… wish you well, hny to you all, God bless you all, see ia!

Upset and sad, humans… what next!? Why animals don’t desapoint? Hm, tough question, regardless of that I will drink something today… I was downtown, femelas what else and then money, to be more exact: the lack of it, I have only 5 bucks on the pocket… sow my girl… I am gettig old, she also… I have beard, a kid grown up… you are there like a ghost. Who care, hm maybe I but hm… You got the point, humans!

I am at the shop, writing down some things. I need to stop spending money, it absolute. Time is to light a cigarette and go on my way, come along please!

I’ve made it to the store, with some money on my right hand… open a freezer and taking a can of energy drink… I ‘ve ordered a 4 dollar pack of cigaretts… now I am home sad and with a cigarette on my hand writing down all.

I am sad… I know why, but I do not want to share with you guys… music is laying and I have to feeds the pigs and the chicken… hm.

The sun is shining, powerful and they beautiful above our heads. It is worm, is January and I am here at the shop close to my house just sitting and writing to my blog. I am kind of upset, why ? Eh is another story, now I’m with schwepps power so come along if you want and can…