Sit down, a chair and a smoke

I was at the shop, 1 buck in the pocket and a bread on the table… hm. It was -1 C outside and it was so darkish and I hate it, hm.
I feed my dog with a comunist salami version called parizer made of chicken meat… hm. I need a smoke, a packet of it but I setle for just one bottle of coke. I made some fire in my room, it is so worm that is the desirable environment… got to go, back in my life! Hm!

Holly cow, it is the time right, hm

I sit and wait… down on the electric stove, I had to feed myself, I have some pork meat, peper as delicates, potatoes and some onion, then the salt and fresh water… Now, the smell and the tomato soucee combined with all mixture will be just fine. I plan to mix with some eg stuff, hm for the taste of it…
I have bread, I have the chinas for the table and yes the water is so fresh and delicious like the pork meat on the ovean… hm… join in and let’s eat some more.

Waiting big time, is it?

Hm, stayng here far from big city life, far from cinemas, from festivals far from the sea, miss the beach, miss the sand and yes miss the sunshine of the summer… I want a beer can on my hand, some chit chat and then have a alexandrion coniac or a bottle of wine, thery child in the refrigireder… and the some icecream. Watching for hotgirls, watching for new car design on the almost highway that is on middle of the village.
I made some fire in my room, it was chili and nw is so worm and so cozy I could die… hm.
I watch soem tv, a very old tv routine that include almost the thery best of the matinal show called neata cu razvan si dani.

T shaped chimney

It here, in Balkans rural area where the invention of humans keep us all alive. The smoke is everywhere and I use to that in winter time.

My dog and I we are here playing in court yard. It is still morning and we do not having anything much to do. He just trying to catch something like his tale, him is going mad doing so. Hm…

In the middle of the morning

It wendsday is trash can day,a ricycale morning. I may live in a small village but modern day society it just here and it has to stay.

Now, at the local shop where they have coffe at the vending machine I had my coffee with some latte and some three smoke. I light up a cigarette and take some small sipps from the coffee. Hm, else hm, the sun is shining, human are cheating and the bread is on the display.

I have 1lei on the debit card. I am so so but glorious like this morning routine, hm.

Join me, I have drinks

I know how it is, just join in, I have drinks just if you want some coke and if you are nice to my I am going to bring something alcoholic to drink… like a local buzz, hm.
I am sad, kind of and I do not know why… maybe is the winter time, maybe that I am here alone I this awkward place in the middle off working peasants… a vast field where there are growing all kind of vegetables. hm.

I think, I am

I imagine, I think therefore I exist… why, tough question, no? Because the sun is shining, the birds are singing and yes once, I loved you sometime in the past.
My wonderful miracle, you made my days back then, hm. Innocent and sweat just like a perfume in full spring, it was impossible not to love you, my chosen one.

I am online, listen on online radio, hits after hits, dj talking about something, me kind of happy drinking heavy some coke from a nice glass that it got me with me mind on the whiskey or some conic. I do not have so much money, hm.

It is darker than february, hm winter time

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I had a buck, then a sudden wish and thery powerfull desire for me to get out in the frezing wind… I had start the fire and in my room with a view to the stars everything was fine, a bottle of 2,5 litre of coca cola but then the disere for cigaretts kicked in… got myself 5.24 euro on my pocket with them I did make it to the nearst shop…

No so many people, but I chit chat with a old lady and then got myselh home, eat somethink, a special sousage and some butter. Now I am smoking and I am happy, kind of. Hm!

PS. 5 cigaretts for 1.2 euro,lol.

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Yes, can I

I enterd a room, you bright in dark me love, words maybe, lyrics!? Perhaps, but the sound, the glitch in matrix when we make eyes contact and then… wake up, we are dreaming!

I had 2 bucks, paper money here in Romania, is so cold outside just like here, I have to start the fire in my room, hm, why, why I hate that?

So, with that 2 bucks I have a bottle of 1 litre of coca cola and I drink it watching video on youtube and writing something on the blog. Join in, hm!